Dead Inside

i don't drink cause i m sad
i drink cause i want feel something
feel something inside
cause inside i m dead
i have nothing inside
tell me if you have ever been there
i bet you haven't
there are days where i would do anything to feel something
i would give a limb to feel
but life is not like that
i try to pretend to feel
but i fail badly
when i see other people being happy
i wish i could be them
even the ones who are sad and down
just to have something
i look at the bottle im drinking
and the reflection i see is empty
i can hardly even tell that it is me
all i can really tell it is a face that once felt things indisde and out
but the face is also dead
just like its soul